quote of the day

"...because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."


I need to keep that in my mind all the time.

personal.

I hate feeling like i'm not important enough, even though you treat me like i am. I hate feeling like there's no way i can make you like me as much as i like you. & i hate feeling like nothing's secure, that at any moment, there'll be a snap, and everything i worked for will be gone.

But i think today changed everything. & i felt like for the first time, i made the right choice. I know i'm only 16, and i have the rest of my life to find what i want, but at least for now, i'm sure i want you.

new semester

Everyone's using Tumblr now, but i still love you blogspot!
Today was the start of the new semester, the only thing i think is new for me is grades. Everyone's like i want a "new me", but honestly, nothing's gonna change about me, or how i think xD.

It's really upsetting that people are so sad lately :[. I hate sadness. I wish everyone was just happy. & the people you hang out with really DO make a difference towards your attitude, because people's positive energy rub off on other people. Like I'm actually having a really good year, an AMAZING year actually. & i wish i could make a difference in someone's life.

So i've been doing a lot of thinking, and i realized something. I realized that I HAVE NO IDEA what you're thinking. Why am I so SURE about someone who's so UNSURE? But idk, i like having the feeling of you always there. & i guess you make me happy, so who am i to complain?



Boy: "Why are girls' hands always so cold?"
Girl: "So that a boy can hold them and make them warm."