fairytales

Wow, so i realized that i've only blogged like 3 times in the month of June. I've been so lazy, and doing other stuffs. So yeahhhh. My life is boring anyways, its not like i have anything important to say really.

So its about time a give up. I mean sure, it was fun while it lasted, but im in the stages of sadness, and its not really a great feeling. So i should just drop it and move on, move onto something more realistic. & HEY, if anything happens after everything's said and done, and i get what i've been wanting for the longest time, then why not go for it, yaknow? But for now, i'm done dreaming. Reality has finally hit me.
I wish life was a fairy tale, where your fairy god mother goes "Bippity Boppity Boo" and you get what you want. I wish i had a fairy tale life, but i dont. I live in the real world, and you're not gonna get your prince charming with a wave of a wand. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT DOES NOT EXIST.
I have some self improvement to do, A LOT of it. I need to learn to stop being a naive little girl, who believes everything, and who's stupid enough to let other people's decision affect mine.

<3;
Gizelle

heavy heart

It always seems like the more you want something, the harder it is to get. Its almost like a tease, and sometimes you get it, and some times you dont. But the chances that i usually get what i want is REALLY low. I mean sure, life's okay at the moment, but theres always gonna be room for improvement.
& i guess i've been SO focused on one thing, that i forgot the rest of my surroundings. I've been so concerned about something so UNIMPORTANT and it turned IMPORTANT. I guess it shows that it does really mean a lot to me, although its silly. But whatever, in my dreams right ? *sigh. LESSON LEARNED TODAY: dont become too attatched.


OhSkyler.

<3;
Gizelle

the beginning

SUMMER HAS BEGUN ! Time to make most of everything. So this Sunday is father's day, but there's a concert that day too. I mean i feel bad for leaving my dad, but i see him everyday, and its not everyday i can go to a concert. & plus, we still need to get the ride situation set, so its still pretty iffy. I wish i could drive alreadyyy ! we'll see what happens.
Days have been pretty boring, cus i really dont have a ride anywhere (referring back to the paragraph above). im getting my gym membership tomorrow morning, hopefully. My mom said that if she gets me one, i have to go to the gym everyday, which is alright, just as long as someone goes with me. Thats where Bea comes in :].
So i've had Blackout 101 on repeat all daaaaaaay. It gets kinda addicting after a while. & it makes me wanna go on Sunday even more ! RAWR. & there's an extra reason why i wanna go so bad too, but everyone already knows ;D. & if you dont, then sucks for you.
I'm currently waiting for my brother to come home with my ice cream ! i've been craving it all weeeeek. gosh, all these cravings, i'm such a girl. haha.

Let's make a band ! DUUDE, i'm so downn. hahaha :D

Well, i'm bored now, gonna go talk to people on AIM.

<3;
Gizelle

dayum

I havent blogged in the longest time, but who reads these anyways? So many things have happened already, its hard to keep track.
My uncle died about 2 weeks ago? He's really going to be missed. I just cant believe hes gone, it doesnt seem that long ago when we'd all go to his house and swim. But thats what happens when you take time for granted, the things you love leave faster.
Concerts are freaking BOMB <3.
4 more days of school left, CHYESSS. Cant wait for summer, gotta do lots of self improvement. & i'm gonna learn what life is all about, if you know what i mean. Take advantage of what you're offered, cus you might never have that opportunity again.

I like adventures, take me on one this summer. SUMMER '09, here i come.

<3;
Gizelle

ps. i have a secret summer to do list, ill tell you when i complete each one.


Skyler Leon <3

I owe a lot to this girl :D