heavy heart

It always seems like the more you want something, the harder it is to get. Its almost like a tease, and sometimes you get it, and some times you dont. But the chances that i usually get what i want is REALLY low. I mean sure, life's okay at the moment, but theres always gonna be room for improvement.
& i guess i've been SO focused on one thing, that i forgot the rest of my surroundings. I've been so concerned about something so UNIMPORTANT and it turned IMPORTANT. I guess it shows that it does really mean a lot to me, although its silly. But whatever, in my dreams right ? *sigh. LESSON LEARNED TODAY: dont become too attatched.


OhSkyler.

<3;
Gizelle