why must you be so difficult all the time?
So today ends the first day of choir "hell week". I was so sleepy today. Anyways, today was like every other day. Every monday i have the same attitude. At school, im happy. During practice, im happy. But once i get home and have time to reflect on my day, everything seems to go bad. I think i'm letting the smallest things get to me. FYI, i hate being alone. I always have to be talking to someone, or else i start getting sad or moody. I dont know, maybe i'm crazy. & i'm sorry if i'm driving you away. I really wish i found someone who'd put up with me. Maybe i just need to change. & if you know me well enough, you'd know that i HATE change, for the most part anyways. Hmm. People are always like "Gizelle, i miss the way you were before." Have i really changed that much? What happened to make me turn into the way i am? Maybe its just a stage, i'm growing up, and i hate the pressures that come with it. Maybe one day i'll really stop caring. Maybe one day i'll figure out what's most important. Maybe one day i'll learn to move on.
P.S. You make me want to become a better person.
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