change.

Change. In some cases, it can be a great thing. But for me, its just another obsticle. I HATE it. It's so hard for me to deal with. It takes me forever to get used to one thing, and to have to give that up and have another thing come along just mixes up my brain. It takes away all my stability, and im left falling, not knowing what to do next.

I hate how things aren't the same anymore. It seems like the time apart erased all the good things we ever had. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I changed. So whats gonna happen now? Am i gonna be stuck standing here not knowing whats gonna happen between us? I mean it takes two to patch a friendship, and i dont wanna have to work on it alone. If you're not gonna be putting in the effort, then why try?

& then i realized that putting in the extra effort is worth it. We might not be at our strongest right now, but we'll get through it. We already planned so much for the future, why not stick with it. I remember promises we made, secrets that were told, and having all those dissappear would be a waste. Things will get better, just wait. But for now, hold my hand and we'll ride this rollercoaster called life.

BTW, happy birthday Jackie :]!

^Thats cute :]

<3;
Gizelle