Sunday, March 22, 2009

mental vacation

This weekend was... refreshing. It might not have been in the top 10, but it made me forget about a lot of things. It was nice to have a good day for once, cus haven't had one in a while. I guess family is really there for you when you need it. I totally and completely forgot about everything I've been so bummed about lately.
So let's see, Friday was pretty lame. Completely hated it. People are so stupid. I seriously have nothing to prove anymore. I stayed up until 11ish waiting for my cousins. They got here and we watched twilight until like 1am and then we all fell asleep. On Saturday, went to go dress shopping for my cousins wedding. It's not like the usual ones where we all have the same dresses, we each have to get one for ourselves, which is pretty cool cus i get to choose what i want. After that, we all went to my other cousins house to just hang out for a while and then went to the mall. Ate In-N-Out afterwards, then got yogurt. Went home and finished Twilight at my house. All the guys fell asleep around 1ish. Me and my favorite cousin stayed up until 4:30 watching youtube videos and webcaming and stuff. Funny stufff. Then today, we went to church, then ate at Pinoy Pinay (freaking filipino, right?). haha. Then we went to my cousin's house again and my and my fav cousin took a billion pictures. So fuun. So yeah, my weekend sounds boring when i try to explain it, but it was actually pretty great. :]
Anyways, choir auditions in 2 days. I think i'm going to do it. I'm nervous though. Eeep.
Did I ever mention how annoying people are? Yeah, i think so. Freaking crap maaaaan. UGH, makes me just wanna take their face and shove it into a wall. hehe, im so nice, i know. Yeah so if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me in there. I'm done trying. If it ends like this, then so be it. No matter how hard everything is, I do believe that things happen for a reason, and all of this is just a lesson to be learned. "Now I sit all alone wishing all my feelings were gone" <--- i hate feeling like that, btw. Ugh. whatever, I'm done for today.






<3;
Gizelle

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