roses

Yesterday, I somehow got to talking to Mervin about senior roses. If you dont know what that is, its during banquet at the end of the year. Each senior gets two roses, and can give them to whoever they want. Talk about EMOTIONAL. Ahh, yeah so, its pretty nice hearing about what everyone's been through together. Then i started thinking about who I'd give my roses to. I already have one thats forsure, and i already told her :]. I want to be a senior already, but then again i dont. I'm not ready to grow up and to take on the responsibilities. Being a senior means that I'm gonna have my lasts, like last Holiday Follies, Pop show, banquet, competition, and all that fun stuff. I'm not ready to let that go yet. Aw man, this year went by wayyy too fast. Dont get me wrong, im SUPER excited for next year, like beyond belief, but then again the sooner this year is over, the sooner it is to graduation and leaving.

This year wasn't all too great, actually, it was pretty horrible. But things happen for a reason right? The best you can do it drop it and move on. Next year's gonna be a change for me. I needa start changing my attitude and the way i look at stuff. I needa start choosing my friends more wisely, cus i was stupid before.

Aaaanyways, school's been really repetative. Same thing every day. I need some adventure! I have a spanish oral tomorrow. I'm gonna fail, like i probably did today.

Btw, I think its time to rekindle old flames that have gone out. At least for some people anyways.

Yeah so im bored now, and i cant think of anything else to type.


^Cus when you're a sixth grader, nothing really matters.

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Gizelle