lonely

My parents left to the casino today. My mom was offered a chance to compete in a blackjack tournament, so they might as well go. But it sucks cus i'm stuck at home either by myself or with my brother. & to make it even worse, im not allowed to go out. WTFREAK! Anyways, the weather was nice today:]. Seriously though, it was like burning on monday, and tomorrow its going to be like 65. OHkaaaay.

So i made a twitter today, FOLLOW ME!

twitter.com/gizelleramos

Before my parents left, my mom gave me her credit card. She said i could buy stuff online:] yayy. First thing im gonna buy: a CAPO. I've been needing one since forever! & i wanna take guitar lessons this summer. Someone take them with me? THIS SUMMER, i'm determined to work hard this time. Gonna stick with what i wanna do. I'm pretty excited for everything! If i'm given a chance, i'm gonna take it. I'm not gonna make the same mistake as i did last time.

I realized how DIFFERENT things are now. I know at first i was all depressed about it, but its just whatevers now. It just wasnt supposed to happen i guess. But oh well, maybe in exchange for a bad thing, i get a good thing! Something i've wanted all my life but never admitted it. No one knows what i'm talking about, cus i dont like saying it.

<3;

Gizelle