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I'm so sick of people thinking they can just joke around with me about something serious. It's like they think i have no emotions, or really that they dont care about my emotions. I mean go ahead and joke around, but when im serious about something, you dont pull that crap on me. I dont care if you do it or not, just the fact that you even brought up the idea and taunt me with it makes me pissed. Do you think its funny to piss me off SO much? Do you think its funny to make me really pissed, so pissed that i'm about to burst out in tears? Its not easy to make me do that, so the fact that someone im SOO close to would bring me even close to doing so makes me rethink even being friends. You think im joking around? Really, when i say something, i mean it, and if it comes down to hurting someone, physically or emotionally, i will. Seriously guys, when i say i HATE someone, i really do HATE them.

I've been so tolerant lately, and its seriously time that i stop being so nice. I've been told im too nice, and that im gonna get hurt one day. I finally understand what they mean. So im done taking crap from everyone. The next time you pull this stupid crap on me, its over. I dont care how many people hate me afterwards. I'm here to protect myself, not anyone else.

hehe ;D YOU KNOW IT!

thats basically all i do in class

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Gizelle